Day94

Today was a panic attack day. Xanax Please! Everything is getting under my skin. I really need a vacation!

Day 93

Being silly and playing with the camera on the computer. So I tried on one of the dresses I wore to prom. Yeah its not even close to fitting. Now what do I wear to the black and white party....

Day 92

Today after lunch with my cousins I saw a train on the train tracks. Its been a long time since I have  seen a train on these tracks.

Day 91

It took me long enough, but I'm finally done with Josie's scarf. I don't think I will ever use this stitch again! Way too time consuming.

Day 90

With some of our Christmas money we bought a kinect! We played it and oh my its a work out, but so much fun! With the rest of the money we are going to pay off some debt! Hooray! I'm so proud of us we have paid off our table $42 a month, les swab $50 a month, and now Sean's best buy card $40 a month. So now we will have $132 to put towards my best buy card. We will be out of debt in no time! Getting skinny and debt free wahoo!

Day 89

Baby Evelyn was dressed in a reindeer suit. So cute! Christmas was so much fun. Hanging out, eating and playing games with the family. 

Day 88

Merry Christmas Eve! We hung out with my family. My grandma was telling favorite Christmas stories. My fav was her uncle told them he shot Santa out of the sky and he is gone so no more Christmas. Ha ha what you'll believe when your young. I'm so glad my dad is smiling it makes my night!

Day 87

Sean made stir fry with cauliflower. It was delicious! This diet thing doesn't suck as bad as I thought.

Day86

We both have afros!

Day 85

Bella wanted to help Heather and I do a blanket. Whatever we would do she would just come back and lay in the middle! She was making things very difficult. It was Heather's first time making a blanket and sewing. So it was so hard not to just take over and tell her to sit down, but I didn't I made her do it all herself! It was a task Haha. Only took three hours.

Day 84

 I made cupcakes for a friends party. I didn't get to go because I had to work.:(  

Day83

Today Sean and I started working out and dieting. I really want sugar!

Day82

Bella and I had a Sunday afternoon nap while Sean played Xbox. I love when I'm cold and Bell snuggles up to me. She is my fussy little space heater.

Day 81

I know its a dark picture sorry. My husband took me on a date. He even asked me if he could take me out. How cute, so cute! We went to Cinagrill ( where we had our first date) and then the zoo lights. Can I tell you, it was freezing! He is so sweet to me! I sure love him!

Day 80

Yet another Christmas party. I can't wait for next Sunday. It's so far away!  It will be our first Christmas married. Crazy it feels like we just barely got married, but no it has been TEN months! NUTS!

Day 79

The boys jammed tonight while Sue and I had a mini girls night. Gossip and Chick flicks! Love it! She paused the movies to hear what song they were playing and we sat there and listened. It would have been awkward but then she pushed play and said "sorry, I just love that harmony." 

Day78

I love that I'm still wearing my scarf inside silly me. I am very ready for a vacation!!! Its too bad I cant take one stupid money. I wish it grew on trees, it would make life so much easier!

Day 77

I came home from an eleven hour work day, and all Bella wanted was to cuddle.

Day76

I'm almost done with the scarf and only three more to go. So close! Haha not really. It was my day off and I got my Christmas wrapping done. I'm actually getting excited for it now.  While Sean played video games I watched "A White Christmas." Love it!

Day75

Baby Parker got blessed today. I made 48 cupcakes Chocolate Carmel and Funfetti Marshmallow. Casey loves being a big brother. It is super cute when he tries to calm Parker down.

Day 74

Yeah we are winners! "Most creative" and "take it home and burn it." Awesome!!

Day 73

Girls night! Bella and I hung out while Sean played with his friends.

Day 72

Yes my sweater is going to be amazing! I made everyone turn into Santa. Haha So funny!

Day 71

I love coming home to Sean playing guitar. His voice is dreamy and makes me kinda giddy. I sure love this boy!

Day 70

Almost done with the ugly sweater. It is going to be so awesome! All the Santa hats are going to have pictures under them.

Day 69

Emilee's extensions! She looks amazing.

Day68

I thought myself a new stitch. It was extremely frustrating! I started Emilee's extensions today when i was about to put the sides in we noticed the hair was a different color. Ahh so annoying. So now she has a half head of extensions and a sick mullet till tomorrow. Ill have a picture of it all done tomorrow.

Day67

I just need to wrap some things and we will have gifts under our tree. How exciting is that?! I got to go shopping with Chelsea it was so much fun! I love hanging out with another girl. Boys are fun and all but sometimes you need some estrogen time. I get to do extensions tomorrow I love extensions!

Day 66

I cant believe I have actually been doing this for 66 days now! And haven't given up. Hooray me! I'm actually excited for Christmas to come. Yes me the "bah humbug" excited. Candy cane nail for the holiday.

Day 65

Bella wanted to cuddle. I love when she is a snuggle bug!

Day 64

Sad but clean dog! She hates bath day. I don't know how we would handle it with two dogs maybe that is our sign we should hold off on dog # two.

Day 63

Bella and I ran errands today. She wasn't too happy being in the cart.  Walking around Petsmart with her which weighs 11 lbs and a bag of food was not easy.  We are looking to get her a little brother or sister and I'm a little worried how she might react. I guess we will see.

Day 62

Sean's hair is long enough that it is curling. This ringlet is my favorite! I got the best news today. My biopsy results came back benign! Hooray! I can finally breathe and the sick feeling is finally gone! Thank you God for the life you have given me. My husband, family and friends I need to thank you for all the positive thought and shoulders I cried on. I truly appreciate all of you!

Day 61

The family went on a walk around Day Break Lake today. As you can tell I'm not the best with phone cameras. Ha but you still see some of the pretty view. Bella was having a blast til the last half she looked so tired.  Poor little lady we should really work out more. Well looks like I just made a new years resolution.

Day 60

So maybe we should get the mail more often. Haha. I was looking for another dog to join the family and when I found him Sean said no to him. He said he was too old and that I would be sad when he died in a couple of years. So I decided to take Bella (the perfect dog who will die the day I die) for a walk to the mail. Shows how often we go on walks when it gets cold. Stupid winter.

Day 59

Yes I finally let Sean have a Christmas Tree. Only after weeks of asking. It was twenty dollars. That is one good thing about black friday. You get what you pay for. As you can tell its almost like charlie brown's. Haha love it!

Day58

Thanksgiving dinner table. It was amazing! Thanks grandma.

Day57

I'm learning trust me. Its probably the hardest week and a half of my life so far. When it rains it literally pours! I need to thank everyone who has been praying for me. I feel like it really has helped! I know with the support I have I could get through anything.

Day 56

I'm finally going back blonde. It feels more like myself. Currently it has lots of yellow but don't worry it will be good soon.

Day 55

My biopsy is tomorrow and I'm a little nervous. That is where comfort food comes in to play. Its sad that food helps so much! Chips and salsa, root beer float, and potatoes and carrots for dinner. Yum! I think I'm ready.

Day 54

Yeah you are truly seeing what you are seeing! That is Sean holding a new born. He actually held our two day old niece Evelyn. She is so cute! Congratulations to my oldest brother and his wife. She is going to be a heart breaker!

Day 53

Yep those were rootbeer floats! It was so yummy. I crave rootbeer floats all the time.

Day52

Silly Bella, she ate 3/4 of  a bag of animal crackers. She has thrown up three times now and been  really moody. Even though she is sick she and Sean have been my rock threw this rough time!

Day 51

He was so excited to drive both sides of the car. He was so silly today. He actually called me "key-gi" more than mama today. Were making progress.

Day 50

So bella was trying to get some of my popsicle and ruined the picture. Ha I thought it was cute.

Day 49

Today babysitting Noa was a blast. He was so silly! He smashed top romen on his head then would look at me and laugh. It was like he knew I needed to get out of my head and just have fun. We even cuddled today while watching robin hood. While doing my mom's nails he wanted to help. After being told NO one to many times he decided to let me do the nails, but constantly push my head up so I would pay attention to him. The nails that normally would take twenty minutes took about an hour or so.  That tells you how many times he came and pushed my head or just sat in my lap. Ha ha such a cute little boy!

Day48

Today I am grateful for my amazing husband. He made this day much better. He come home from work for a couple of hours till I went to work.  He held me and told me everything will be okay. I don't know what I would do without him! This is the beautiful view I see every time I drive to work.

Day47

What a sweet little doggy! She got to go with us to Pets mark. She got new treats!

Day 46

What a mustache!  Ill give it to him he can grow a mean mustache, but when it comes to the beard it a little scroungy.

Day 45

The crew at City and Colour concert baby! So much fun. Before we went to the concert we walked around the gateway. While on our way to hot topic I saw Dallas Green so I freaked out tugging Sean but what does Sean say "That is just some guy. We would look like idiots if we went up to him and it wasn't him." So when we get to hot topic Cy said he saw Dallas Green walk by just barely. Oh really guess who saw him yeah your right me! I didn't get a picture because Sean didn't believe me. Wow was I angry!